I Wish You Were Dead: Finding a light at the end of the tunnel from sexual abuse, incest, and harm caused by loved ones - Hardcoverby Michael Banks (Author) As a child, Michael Banks suffered the debilitating circumstances of sexual abuse inflicted on him by who was supposed to be a trusted family member. Now, he shares his story and provides hope for others in similar situations. When he was only five years old, Michael began to suffer intense sexual and physical abuse at the hands of their alcoholic father. With a mother already at an in patient psychiatric unit, Michael had no