Understanding a Phobia of Your Own Emotions is Key to Understanding Suicide: Understanding I was Afraid of my own Emotions Saved my Life - Hardcoverby Douglas Law (Author) If it doesn't kill you, it will only make you stronger. This is a very real truth if you can put strong suicidal thoughts in your past. My life has been a journey of understanding who I am because of my childhood being interfered with by a pedophile. The sad thing is I am not alone and there are many more people with worst experiences then mine. May my views on how to understand how emotional pain can affect how we react